I just had a dream that I was pregnant it was so real I could feel it. I think I'm having these weird dreams because my sister in law is pregnant.

1. I hate my body my doc said if I ever wanted kids they wouldn't come naturally.
2. I can't imagine the dreams I'm going to start having once little Daxton arrives.
3. I love my job(that has nothing to do with my dream but I really love it!)

Kinda turned off... That's all I can say...

I love you... always will.

I just downed 4 beers in 3 minutes! I am feeling pretty awesome! I have a nice new hair do it's blue! and I've lost 6 lbs in the past few weeks. life is going suprisingly well seeing as it's the summer... no one has died yet though I'm getting a little nervous.

I can't help but think of people I miss who I want to see, to touch again.

I hate this medication I'm so fucking emotional!!!!!!!!

I just read an awesome book!

I want to be a vampire....

I have never wanted to kill myself so much in my life all of the men in my life are just stranding me which is going to give me a complex and I'll never be able to trust a man again. I can't take it anymore!

Two stolen kisses in a week one in Amsterdam one in Utah?!?!? If you had told me it would happen a month ago I would have said you are a fool.

I went to the doctor today for a three hour Glucose test.
At eight I arrived.
At eight fifteen they took blood.
At eight thirty I drank this yucky drink they gave me.
At nine they took more blood.
At nine fifteen I started to shake and have hotflashes and headaches.
At nine thirty they took more blood.
At nine fourty-five the shakes stopped.
At ten they took more blood.
At ten fifteen I started getting drowsy.
At ten fourty-five I was on the verge of passing out.
At eleven they took more blood.
At eleven ten I passed out.
At five to twelve I woke up.
At twelve they took more blood.
Now I am home with food in my tummy and a little shaky but very glad it's over!

I'm going to take a nap before I have to go slave at Bio-mat :)

I am drunk in Amsterdam
I have to get up EARLY in the morning
I was kissed by a very cute guy from Yorkshire tonight
He was drunk too
I got three "offers" tonight
I made a dinner date with a good friend
I made a church date with another friend
My brother got piss ass drunk and I had to walk him home
He also got up on stage and danced all night
He also got stripped by belly dancers while he was dancing
I love my life
I hate hangovers
I love my kitty and I miss her
I miss other people
I miss other certian people
I am going to bed
now

Cheers,
Christine

So much to say but not enough space to say it all.

Love, drinking, working, cheating, hospitals, working, more love(although not enough)

Ugh, I love you and I'm sorry.